I'm not a religious man but I've gone through a Hell of a few yrs. Sis got cancer beat it then lost a yr later. Mom got cancer right after from the grief she wants to give up!
uncle got shot less than an inch from the heart by some pos trying to rob the store he was working in. He barely made it. Cousin dead at 45 yrs old heart attack just a few mouths ago
Now my dad, I'll admit he is a pos dead beat drunk but he has tried to make amends the last few years and we've forgave him. Heart attack yesterday morning. Looked dead he is now breathing on his own and blinking but godamnit we're dropping like flies. I wish it were me