Taking time off from poker

I get home from work the other day, decide hey i've been good lately i'll treat myself to a couple online tournaments and have a beer.

i play a 50+5 singletable catch a dirty rotten beat, pound my beer.

i the switch to live action omaha hi/lo win the money i lost back, enter another tourney have another beer. play poorly and out again.

so i decide next tourney will be a multi table and i'll play some live action 10/20

long story short i am out of beer and without $2000 i could have used

so now i'll just play in my buddy's 3/6 home game and actually watch the money leave my pocket not just a number on the screen

damn that's a ton of cash to lose! you want to feed my habit and send me 20 bux so I can get in there?