Yes, I’m a faggot and my wife engulfs the bbc. Footnotes; Boo Fucking Hoo
With that said, I used to be an insensitive calloused soul when it came to death, tv shows/movies, and emotions over all. I didn’t have the best upbringing but plenty in this world have it worse so I won’t even harp on that.
A lot contributed to it like upbringing, environment, work(funeral home), etc...
Now I have a 9 and 2 year old sons. The last year or so, I’ve been getting upset/emotional to the brink of crying and sometimes shedding crocodile tears over odd things that never affected me in the past.
My wife thinks it’s awesome that I’m not a cold hearted prick but I’m just left wondering why and why all of sudden?
Examples of things I’ve cried over:
1)Peaking at the gym one night during sparring and then the next night getting obliterated. The whole ride home was a baby fest.
2)Watching a Newtown documentary and seeing the home videos of some of the kids that had died, completely destroyed me.
3)Discussing with my wife that I wanted to encourage our boys to go after whatever they loved as far as professions and/or hobbies. My parents never pushed anything more than “graduate high school”. No encouragements about careers or serious hobbies.
4)Going over board when getting upset at my son while disciplining. Not beating him or anything but just saying dumb shit in the moment. Only to think about it minutes/hours later and completely breakdown because I never wanted to be my dad who was a complete asshole at times.
Anyways, here’s some examples. I love the OG and know I can express some feelings here. I don’t use any other social media anymore so I have the OG and real friends. You guys kick ass.