I grew up in Dana Point. Jeremy, Justin, Shane Del Rosario, and a lot of my other friends are gone from suicide or drugs. Crazy town for some reason.
I was part of Metal Mulisha as well, lost lots of those guys, more than one I was in the room when they died. Adam Peirce, Ox, Jeremy Lusk, Ackerman, Jeremy Carter and Tyler Evans.
Its definitely changed me. Ive seen a lot of fucked up shit, i have a breakdown once a year or so. Something will set me off and ill snap.
I have a family now so I have to think about more then myself.
Todd Medina is a wonderful guy… i remember when i was just a kid and i saw him in person after he beat Matsui and i was all star star struck… i was like " oh my god, you are Todd Medina " and he was with his wife. It was summer time in Lake Foreat and hot as hell and he offered me the reat of the soda he was drinking!! What a stud… im sorry you have gone through so much Apple… nobody understands real pain brother… i just go day to day and im sure you do too… when i think about Jeremy Williams i get mad at God…
I have a few large banners from a bar I use to watch the UFC’s at (Tommy’s Beach Bar & Grill) I spent enough money there,and I don’t think that anybody else thought about asking for them.
