When I found out what your tragedy was I knew exactly how tough a time this is for you. My younger brother was killed because of a drunk driver, it has been over 9 years but I remember how tough it is to deal with right now for you guys.
I just know you Jermey as a fellow fighter briefly met you a couple times. Momita have never met you but its awesome that you are so supportive of this sport, that's a cool mom!
I would rather of course to have anything else in common with you two, you two obviously have lots of friends to keep you busy, I hope they can help you keep your head up.
My sister and I just knew that our brother liked to see us happy and enjoying life. Your son and brother I am sure wanted the same with you, that thought will help you feel better more and more as time goes on.
Oscar and Ben- missed little brothers, sons.
I feel for you,